Here I am

Here I am .  About 2.5 years after I found out that I would not be with the person that I married any more.  After I found out that my daughter would never get to know her father.  All in all, I would like to say I am doing pretty good.  I still work for the same company but in a different position.  I like what I do most of the time.  I have started a workout program that I think I am seeing results from.  I am eating better, but still working on Avery. 
I have found some one to spend time with out side of work and being a mother.  He is a really good guy, Avery even likes him!  But then again I don't think she has ever met a stranger. 
To get through my journey I tried therapy.  I didn't like it.  Then I tried to relive my college years and early 20s.  That didn't work and I did not feel like I was being the best parent I could so I slowed it down a little bit.  I take it day by day, hour by hour, and sometimes minute by minute because Avery is having one of her days.  I think I am doing well.  I hope it continues.