Here I am . About 2.5 years after I found out that I would not be with the person that I married any more. After I found out that my daughter would never get to know her father. All in all, I would like to say I am doing pretty good. I still work for the same company but in a different position. I like what I do most of the time. I have started a workout program that I think I am seeing results from. I am eating better, but still working on Avery.
I have found some one to spend time with out side of work and being a mother. He is a really good guy, Avery even likes him! But then again I don't think she has ever met a stranger.
To get through my journey I tried therapy. I didn't like it. Then I tried to relive my college years and early 20s. That didn't work and I did not feel like I was being the best parent I could so I slowed it down a little bit. I take it day by day, hour by hour, and sometimes minute by minute because Avery is having one of her days. I think I am doing well. I hope it continues.